Sunday, November 21, 2004

"Knot in my stomach and a lump in my throat..."

Those words from an Alanis Moirssette song could not have better described how I felt today. It's like you feel all of your insides try to squeeze out of your throat at the same time and get stuck and your heart beats so fast, so you're afraid it's going to pop out of your chest and it's so loud you're afraid someone is going to hear it pound. Your legs get all tingly, and this weakness comes over your body. You can't think. All that is in your head is "duhhhh" and you can't vocalize it because it seems at the time, your vocal cords have disappeared and left you with nothing. Yes, this feeling punched me in the face this afternoon and made my day.


So last night was an amazing time. I had so much fun and it was so great seeing everybody and talking with them and I cannot wait for all of you guys to see my show! It's gonna be so cool! But the play was terrific, my little kiddos were terrific (which they know because I told them a hundred thousand times last night!) And yay for Erika and Larissa, you two were so good! And yay to my baby Krystal who looked so cute in her hat. And yay to Liz, Sara, Jen, and Dee Dee, I can't wait to hang out with you all again! It was just so good seeing everybody and hanging out like old times and it was like I had never left them. We all just picked up right where we left off. So I had a fantastic night. Yeah...


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