Wednesday, January 19, 2005

First Day of the Spring Semester

Today was the first day of classes for the spring semester. Everything went well. Sociology is gonna be fun because my professor seems to be somewhat of a mental case, and she's really funny, so I think it'll be fun. Experiencing Performance...well, this class re-affirmed my idea that this is not the school I should be at right now- more on that later. It's just not...advanced enough and the people...well, the people aren't that talented. I mean, there are some good ones, and I'm not saying I'm better than all of them, but I can see when people have what it takes to be an actor/ress, a lot of these people don't have it.

Also, I think I've found a new calling in life. I've always wanted to go to Africa for sure, but while sitting in sociology class I realized I can do a sociology minor and go into social work if acting falls through. That way I can go to Africa and work with the people and children over there, a longtime dream of mine. And now I wonder- do I stay here and do that minor? Or do I leave and focus on my acting career which is going nowhere if I stay here, for sure.

I know I haven't really talked about my transferring, but I am really considering it. It's been in my head for quite some time now and I've been talking about it with some people. This school just doesn't have what I's not challenging me and that's what I need to grow. I don't know. It just feels like it's this huge burden on my back and I don't know what I'm going to do and everything just looks so blurry and I can't make up my mind and I'm not usually an indesicive person! Gah!


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